I'm not sXe, I just don't want jail.

Jail skeerz me.

The first time I went to jail, I had a lot of anxiety. About the 8th or 9th time, eh... whatever. Once I got past the horrible withdrawals, I was actually fairly happy to not have a little room vacation away from HAVING to get fixes all the time.

Moderation for me is absolutely out of the question. ....which is why I can do no mood or mind altering chemical PERIOD. If it is a drug (and alcohol is a drug) I will abuse it. One is too many, and a thousand it never enough type thing.
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One of my simple joys is grabbing one of my pets, and hugging/wallowing them, holding them funny, talking to them, kissing them on the top of the head.... and they squirm and kick, but they don't really try to get away.

Heh, some people are that way. I'm definitely sensitive to coffee, since I don't drink it every day. I usually drink ONE CUP before I work out, and that's it.

...however, there's a huge difference between coffee and booze or other "drugs". I don't smoke cigarettes anymore either. Coffee and cigarettes don't get people intoxicated or inebriated.

Besides, stimulants were never my thing - we never got along. Here's a pretty good representation of what I was like on meth:


On a serious note, it was complete unmanageably.

I was a downer kind of guy, and would more or less just sit or lay there. It was really pathetic.

Seeing hot curvy girls in sexy tight outfits. hey im just being honest

^ if you're still single by the time you hit my age you'll see things differently.

toilets.......

Depends on your experience with relationships, you might find being single as a blessing at my age.

There are some things I miss about having a pretty little thing in my life, others, I do not miss at all.

My "relationships" were more like taking someone hostage, or being taken hostage. I've still got to work some of that out. ....of course, finding the right person will make all the difference.

^I only had one relationship and it was never that extreme. Right now I'd pretty much like someone who is the complete opposite of my ex.

Another one: hoping to one day once again drive a powerful stick shift sports car or coupe. I used to drive a toyota celica w/ custom intake and exhaust system, SO much fun back when gas was cheap... now I'm in a corrolla and drive like my dad to save gas

Legal at 16 here!